An emotionally charged song and one of the best of her songs because it portrays perfectly very personal/painful experiences she lived through which eventually led to her committing suicide in 1987 – her story I read multiple times and it is well documented so will leave it there. All you have to do is watch her actual performance here on youtube to get a glimpse of her state of mind while singing this song. The only thing left for me to say is may she always be at peace and may we always remember her voice and her smile.